So. I'm sitting in my living room watching Batman. Tomorrow is the last day of classes for the semester. Graduation is over and done with in 10 days. I move in 11. I start my new "almost" big-person job in 13.
Woah man.
I can't even believe it.
3 great years. 3 separate life chapters. I've had really great times and really bad times, but each year I tend to figure out the same thing: I am constantly re-defining myself on the outside and re-discovering myself on the inside.
What does that mean? Well... I'll tell you:
Woah man.
I can't even believe it.
3 great years. 3 separate life chapters. I've had really great times and really bad times, but each year I tend to figure out the same thing: I am constantly re-defining myself on the outside and re-discovering myself on the inside.
What does that mean? Well... I'll tell you:
| OUTSIDE-SELF My friends My apartment My use of language My classes My involvement on campus My job My daily/weekly/monthly goals My ward family My weekend activities | INSIDE-SELF My faith My dang leadership skills My logical nature My lifelong goals My family My divine nature My ability to love others My talkative nature |
Yep.
That pretty much covers it.
I'm still the same person, but I'm not. I've learned how to navigate the world a little bit better and I hope to continue to do so, but I'm just a 20 yr. old kid with a lot of silly mistakes and great adventures ahead. it's funny how I feel so much like me, but I'm learning more about me all the days in all the circumstances. We'll see what the summer will bring :)
Lot's of people have been asking me how it feels to be graduating so soon. My answer? It's a process. I have to learn how to be excited about it. I say that I like change, and I am looking forward to it I guess, but it doesn't seem to be hitting me quite yet. Ask me in 10 days, once I finish all my "lasts" and start a bunch of "firsts" :)
Thanks for reading!
That pretty much covers it.
I'm still the same person, but I'm not. I've learned how to navigate the world a little bit better and I hope to continue to do so, but I'm just a 20 yr. old kid with a lot of silly mistakes and great adventures ahead. it's funny how I feel so much like me, but I'm learning more about me all the days in all the circumstances. We'll see what the summer will bring :)
Lot's of people have been asking me how it feels to be graduating so soon. My answer? It's a process. I have to learn how to be excited about it. I say that I like change, and I am looking forward to it I guess, but it doesn't seem to be hitting me quite yet. Ask me in 10 days, once I finish all my "lasts" and start a bunch of "firsts" :)
Thanks for reading!
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